Ouch - In The Bad Way

So since my youngest was born I have lost 100 pounds.  80 of it in the last year.  But I have been stuck for about 2 months now in the same 5 pound range.  I need to push past that wall.  I re-joined the gym, because clearly the Wii alone isn't going to cut it.  I can't run in this heat.  I am very vulnerable to heat exhaustion.  I still want to lose about 35 pounds more (even though people tell me I should be done.)  I haven't gotten to the minimum Master would allow.  (I am not allowed below a certain point.  He doesn't like underweight women.)

Went back to the same franchise.  Upgraded to the multi-location option, so I can go near work, near the house or the newer upgraded location. 

I rejoined Friday and have been going daily.  Wow my upper body was not happy to be back into the swing.  With the home stuff and the running my legs are good.  I am getting tone back.  But the upper - I am still totally toneless.  I need the circuit training and free weights I just can't get that at home.  We don't have the room to make a home gym. 

I was only 2 miles in on the bike today when I got hit with the worst migraine I have had to date.  That sucked.  I had trouble seeing, nausea.  I texted Master from the locker room because he has way more experience with migraines and he said the cool water would help so I swam laps for awhile.  He was right.  (No shock there.) 

As if I weren't sick enough, that is when the old man starts wandering around in his wet soiled tightie whiteys with his swim trunks wrapped around one leg.  Wow.  Nausea for a whole different set of reasons.

Which reminded me of small package man who used to wander around the BDSM nights down here in South Florida.  He would show up at almost every event and just wander around in a mostly empty g-string.  I often find myself wondering about the approaches some men take toward women.

Dude, on what planet did you really think that would work?

Stupid Shit Stupid People Actually Believe About Gay Marriage

I am noticing a trend about the anti-gay marriage people.

They are fucking retarded.  (Yes, Sarah Palin, that's right - I said it!)

1.  "Its abut state rights!"  No, fuckhat.  It isn't.  The state, the people, the popular majority, doesn't actually have a right to pass laws that make everyone that isn't them a second class of citizenry.  That's why black people aren't slaves anymore.  Why women can vote now.  If you actually believe the states have a right to pass a vote that relegates a portion of its citizenry to a second class place in this world based solely on the fact that there are more of you than there are of them, you are fucking retarded.  You are also an asshole, a horrible person, and I personally hope you get hit by a bus and slowly burn to death.  Fuck you.  Seriously.

2.  "Gay marriage will destroy traditional marriage!"  Only if you're married to a closeted gay person.  Gay people are not going to go back to the silent world of the 1940s just because they can't marry.  They aren't going away.  Grow up.  Get over it.  If you think that the existence of gay married people will somehow effect your own marriage, you are fucking retarded.  You're also in a pretty bad marriage, and trying to make a scapegoat out of gay people isn't going to change that.

3.  "Civil unions are ok.  Its the same thing!"  Ok, lets get rid of "marriage" as a state institution alltogether.  You apply to the state for a license and, gay or straight, enter into a civil union.  If you want to get "married" you go to your church and it is solely a church thing.  Like baptism or a bar mitzvah.  Otherwise - what it IS is seperate but equal and we may as well start installing those seperate water fountains and send the gay people to the back of the bus.  If you think its ok, you are fucking retarded and you're lying to yourself.  (Yes, Obama, that includes you.)

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Circling the Dumbass Drain

There is this board website I read and have recently been commenting on called fetlife.  It affords me a glimpse into the mental workings of average intelligence people that my normal daily activities don't expose me to.

I am finding that I am not a fan.

I am not accustomed to discussions that involve having to explain to people, repeatedly, that they do not get to redefine words.  Or people who don't actually read the content of what they are commenting on, and actually declare it.  It never occurred to me that if you don't understand the meaning of a word, you just make up your own and roll with it.  It would never occur to me to take the "I have no idea what I am talking about, but I am going to state my opinion anyway."

Head meet desk.

I just don't see how these people function.

We need to start considering stupid people as a food source.